De Facto Feminism: Essays Straight Outta Oakland
by Judy Juanita
Paper, 227pp, $19.95
In Virgin Soul, a novel set in the 1960s, the protagonist shared many of the author’s own experiences in terms of family, education, participation in the Black Party Party, and social activism in general. But a novel, even as it draws on an author’s own background, is fiction. De Facto Feminism: Essays Straight Outta Oakland is something different. This time we met Judy Juanita directly, face to face.
The
essays in this book span the time period from the late Sixties to the present
and include stories from Juanita’s life, her hopes and dreams, her strong
opinions, and her unstoppable determination. There is honesty and humor here,
along with bits of polemic, making for a complex mix that deserves to be read
through more than once. Here are the first lines of Juanita’s introduction:
I’m a woman. POW! Black. BAM! Outspoken. STOMP! Don’t fit in. OUCH!
That
tells a reader right from the get-go that no punches will be pulled in what
follows, and no punches are pulled.
Juanita
begins, easily enough, by recounting her growing-up years in East Oakland, a
safe, friendly, middle-class neighborhood of unlocked houses inhabited by
Portuguese immigrants, Mexicans, Mormons, and two black families, of which hers
was the second on the block. (Her family was first on the block,
however, to visit Disneyland.) Her parents were both readers, and her childhood
world was a quite ordinary one of household chores, TV (all white faces,
though, in those days), comic books, music, hide-and-seek, and backyard camping
sleepovers, with occasional family expeditions to San Francisco. Despite the
little heartbreaks that come to most young people in time, these memories read
like a fairly idyllic American childhood, although as a child she took her
family and neighborhood completely for granted, as fortunate children usually
do.
I would not realize how fully, peculiarly and tightly loved I was until I left California – the state and the state of mind.
Growing
up, of course, is only the beginning. There followed heady days of student
radicalism and Juanita’s membership in the Black Panther Party. She served as
editor-in-chief of their newspaper when Eldridge Cleaver went to jail.
My friends and I dropped out and worked in the BPP full time. We eventually returned to campus too, armed, not only with actual weapons, but with a new consciousness about education, service, the poor, the police and the military, oppression, and civil and human rights.
Along
the way, Juanita had begun to write poetry, and when she quit a New Jersey job
in straight journalism, she says, “I came to poetry when I was out on a limb.”
She joined a group of others poetry writers and soon found herself reading in
public and having work published. “Through contemplating my navel,” as she puts
it with self-deprecating sarcasm, she won a fellowship and then, over a period
of six years, enjoyed a series of short-term funded gigs teaching writing in
New Jersey public schools. It was a stop-gap solution. But the inclusion of
some of her poetry enriches this book of essays and helps us follow her
development as a writer.
For
a time, Juanita took on a job offered by a friend, cleaning condos, although
her initial response to the friend’s offer had been,
Moi? A black woman with degrees, fellowships, travels abroad, a library of dictionaries within my library – a cleaning woman?
At
one point she quit and took a temporary office job (for one-third the pay), but
after four days she went back to cleaning, “where nobody called me Bertha,
Beulah or Bessie,” and began to see her life and her strength more clearly than
she ever had before.
Juanita’s
evolution as a writer is an important theme developed in these essays. Through
the years she pursued poetry, drama, and fiction, and when her agent asked why
the humor he found in her conversation wasn’t evident in the novel she was
writing, she decided to try for “funny” by attempting stand-up comedy.
Approaching her comedy club gigs with the same strong work ethic she brought to
writing classes, she learned what worked and how, but most importantly she learned
about herself and the place of humor in her life and her writing. I’m not going
to put a spoiler in here, though, to tell you what she learned! It’s in the
essay, “Putting the Funny in the Novel.”
Blackness
is another important theme. “The Gun as Ultimate Performance Poem” is
guaranteed to stop readers in their tracks. Juanita had liked guns, she tells
us, but “The Gun” is something else. Another no-holds-barred essay, “Report
from The Front, i.e. Berkeley, CA,” makes clear the great racial divide all-too-alive,
recounted in a series of maddening incidents.
The
last ‘essay’ in the book stretches the meaning of the term pretty far, but by
then I found myself going right along with it, in spite of the subject matter (Ghosts?
Really?),
thanks to the author’s dramatic skill in telling her story.
As
I said in the beginning of my earlier review of the novel, Judy Juanita and I
are of the same era. We both came from middle-class backgrounds, were both
spelling champions -- and also suffered social trauma that same sixth-grade
year. Inevitably, our paths diverged, as Illinois has never been California,
and white and black Americans live in two different countries, anyway, in a lot
of ways.
Personal
essays, however, by writers of any era in any country, can invite readers into
a writer’s life as effectively as autobiography or memoir. Temporarily
inhabiting other lives is part of the magic of reading. That magic also, one hopes, can
build bridges of understanding between people whose experiences of the world
have been dissimilar.
Having
read this book, I now want to read Judy Juanita’s plays, and I also want to
read Carolyn Rodgers and Ishmael Reed. Multiple doorways beckon.
Another
thing. I’m thinking of my own grandmother, my mother’s mother, in a slightly
different way. Wasn’t she a de facto feminist, too? I feel strongly that she
was, and I thank you, Judy Juanita, for coming up with this term. I hope you
don’t object to my applying it to a dead white woman. Believe me, if you’d
known my grandmother's life, you would agree that she deserved the title!
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