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Flyover
Lives: A Memoir, by Diane Johnson
(NY: Penguin, 2014). $26.95
The ladies themselves could
have been any old American mélange like the rest of us there listening, except
for our French friend, Simone. She was an American citizen, but not very
American. Though female lineage is apt to be surrendered with the last name, in
confrontations with Americanness, Frenchness somehow prevails, as water puts
out fire, fire burns paper, and paper soaks up water, and so Simone had not
surrendered Frenchness to her American husband, she’d added Americanness on.
Are roots arbitrary after all, or adopted?
How could I not connect with
this book? Besides being a lover of France, I was born in South Dakota and grew up (insofar as I can be said to have
done so) in northern Illinois, spending the formative years from almost-three
to nearly-nineteen in the Land of Lincoln. Diane Johnson grew up in Moline,
Illinois, and had the mighty Mississippi River as part of her childhood
landscape. Within commuting distance to Chicago, I had mighty Lake Michigan.
But I know that feeling she describes as being “marooned in those fields of
waving corn, stranded far from any ocean or shore....” Fields of corn, like
fields of sugar cane, start out as open prairie but quickly, with jungle speed,
grow up to be walls. And behind them? More green walls.
Cornfields across the road
from my childhood front porch, though, were also my first association with “the
West,” a distant, fabled, romantic land. Across the road and into the sunset I
rode imaginary horses, borrowed from stories in library books, far beyond a
bucolic horizon that was, in fact, but the last remnant of farmland within
walking distance: on the other side of the cornfield lurked new suburbs and, by
the time I reached adolescence, a shopping mall. Standing on the shore of Lake
Michigan, either Chicago pavement or Indiana Sand Dunes beach, I felt almost
literally pulled by the larger world’s magnetic influence out of my ordinary,
three-bedroom, one bathroom (all rooms small) family home on the prairie. A boyfriend
and I dreamed of New York and Paris, cities that would not, we imagined, go
dark at night.
Unlike Diane Johnson, I have
never escaped to France for more than two or three months at a time, and it has
been over a decade since David and I made our last delicious visit, meandering
from Paris to Avignon and back again. Yet the questions and longings Johnson
recounts echo in my head with a twinge of recognition: “Was it possible I was
only pretending to be comfortable in Europe when I am really an Illinois
hayseed whose core of naïveté cannot be effaced?” Had one even been comfortable
in Illinois? “A pleasant place,” she admits, “surrounded by cornfields” but one
“I had always longed to get out of.”
Stung by the remark of a
French friend to the effect that Americans are naive because they are ignorant
of history, Johnson begins searching for documentation on her American
ancestors. The quest takes her back to 1711, when the ship on which Ranna
Cosset, as his name became in America (originally probably René Cossé) came
from France, bound for Canada, was captured by an English captain. Ranna is
treated to a very easy “imprisonment,” left at large on his own recognizance,
cautioned only not to leave Middleton, Connecticut. There is no sign that he
chafed at the stricture: when the time came for him to be released and sent to
Montreal, his original destination, he flatly refused to go. He stayed and
married, and his family flourished in New England, on the boundary between
Canada and the new United States. Much of the history Johnson uncovers comes
from a memoir written by Ranna’s great-granddaughter. It was she, born in 1800,
who made the pioneer journey in 1827 with her new husband, to the Midwest. The
family settled first in Ohio, eventually in Illinois.
If “Elsewhere” and new
beginnings characterized the first ancestor arrived in North America and the
subsequent pioneers who came to the Midwest, however, by the time Diane Johnson
begins her family research her relatives have been settled in place for 200 years.
No one has immigration stories or tales from the Old World, “only about
Bloomfield, or over to Pontiac or Muscatine or faraway Des Moines....” The
prairie is both their present and past life. Thanks to World War II, though,
her father had been to Venice, Italy, and the name alone was enough to set
Diane dreaming.
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Big waters mid-continent |
A friend and I have mourned
the fact that so many foreign visitors visit New York, Miami, Las Vegas, the
Grand Canyon, and Hollywood, and think that they have seen “America.” Johnson
admits, “We were never a tourist destination” (true) but also notes that
“Midwesternness” may not be interesting to anyone not from the Midwest. (Would
“not interesting” hinge more on the tour guide and the tourists’ expectations
than features intrinsic to the place? Hers is the familiar Midwestern opinion
that the Midwest lacks regional characteristics, which reminds me of young
Midwesterners who think that only people from other parts of the country have
“accents,” as well as something I heard only the other day, that Americans of
German descent do not believe they have identifiable ethnic personality traits.
Is an apple dull and ordinary, a fig or a pineapple exotic?) But she loved her
aunts and uncles and enjoyed a thoroughly pleasant, untroubled childhood, and
early sections of her book recount childhood and adolescent memories without
being sticky or schmaltzy with nostalgia.
Venturing off to London as a
young divorced graduate student with four young children seems a very nervy
thing for Johnson to have done, given her earlier experience of having been
“daunted” by a summer internship in New York when free, childless and not all
that much younger. I loved her memories of the happiness she found in the
Reading Room of the British Museum. The stories of her film-writing career
involve such notables as Jack Nichols Stanley Kubrik, to name only two, and the
glimpses she gives us behind the scenes of the film industry make absorbing
reading even, or possibly especially, for those of us far from the Coast, still
“marooned” here in flyover country.
My only disappointment with Flyover
Lives was that there is no trace in
these pages of Johnson’s life in Paris. Opening and closing sequences visiting
friends overnight in Provence, most of them Americans, are as French as the
memoir gets. Yes, I enjoyed the London account (especially that library), but I
had expected the story to go back and forth between Illinois and Paris. Not
that anyone told me it would. Clearly, I need to explore other books by Diane
Johnson. What about that little hut overlooking the Seine, anyway?
One of the many passages I loved, on the other hand, was this description of her childhood reading and adoration of sea adventures:
Girls were never shanghaied, but it took me a long time to understand that this romantic fate wasn't likely to be mine; there was nothing to lend desirable drama to my future. In my gender-neutral imagination, I was the protagonist, in my hammock or on deck when the pirates were spotted on the horizon, or when the rough mate with his eye patch went amok on the bridge. ... The books in childhood are the ones that can point your life toward something, and though, in the case of a puny midwestern girl, becoming a pirate was not a realistic goal, it took a long time for me to relinquish that hope.
Her question of how much
interest non-Midwesterners can muster for the Midwest keeps recurring as I
think about this memoir, since what is “flyover country” to others has always
been “home” to me, the Great Lakes sweeter than any dangerous ocean, with their
treacherous tides, undrinkable water, and horror movie monsters. (As the
t-shirt slogan has it, “NO SHARKS NO SALT NO WORRIES.”) Who, that is, will be
the audience for this book?
First, I note that there are
a whole lot of us here in the middle of the continent. Millions. Secondly, how
many people calling themselves New Yorkers and Californians grew up in the
Midwest and have childhood memories like Diane Johnson’s, even if maybe without
all the Midwest generations? Thirdly, this is the memoir of a novelist and
film-writer who has made her adult life in New York, London, Paris, and San
Francisco, and who doesn’t wonder about the origins of successful Americans?
Now, if a reader in L.A. or Boston or an ex-pat somewhere in Provence needs
another reason to read this book, how about approaching it as an
anthropologist? The strange customs of American prairie towns! The inbred
reticence of a Midwesterner outside the Midwest!
If Johnson’s flyover country
is as familiar to you as your own childhood, try approaching it as a
sociologist, “making the familiar strange.” And if it is already strange
country to you, a place you’ve never given a second thought, Flyover Lives will give you the armchair anthropologist one insider’s view of what we called in Illinois when I was growing up “the
heartland.”
Northern Michigan, where I
live, has more lakes and beaches and hills and woods than cornfields, but like
Illinois it doesn’t have New York City or Hollywood or the Grand Canyon.
Sometimes, though, when I’m driving the roads of my rural county, I imagine a
French friend (in imagination my friend Hélène is still alive) riding in the
car with me on her first visit to the U.S. She hasn’t come simply to be a
tourist but to be with us on our home ground, to be part of our life for as
long as she’s with us, and as I drive I point out to my absent friend various
ordinary aspects of the landscape I love. Diane Johnson recounts her “ordinary”
Midwestern growing-up years with both fondness and the distance acquired by a
lifetime of having lived Elsewhere.
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Flyover country between Detroit and Chicago |